Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Its been a long time since i last update my blog. lol. hahah donno y..im so lazy to write my story =/ i only remember those gathering days and go out. It was at last week Wednesday where the day before my last day of school. Classm8 invited me to go K-Box again..at least with some gals this time. LOL 2 shy girls dont wan to sing, everyone K them till they started to sing abit. ABIT LAr..nvr say dont have. HAHAH..super high this time lo from 2-8 sing sing sing. ^^v haiyo..toon sing so well >< Hai..sad le lah. after the last day on Thursday then our clas, W16G, going to spilt le. T_T wtFis i nvr go that whole week. so regret now =( I WILL MISS YA GUYS DE !!!!!!!!!!!! W16G HUUURRAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~~~~~~
went to marina for a steamboat with wilson and his family together with our CHINA man. =x tat day was on sunday lei..shit la so many ppl we had to wait for another bus to get there. LOL surprisingly, ZR noe how to chop crabs sia..so damm pro lah. It was damm nice and sweeT..relle sweet..the prawn is nice too. ^^ hohoho.
then everyday slp till 2pm and watch my fav drama i dl..xDD then slp again ard 4-6 den prepare to play all night till 4am liao LOL. holiday mah..no go out rot at home.=/
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Friday, August 17, 2007
hahahah..the five chinese boys in our class includes me PON school today. LOLx. actually was gonna go to watch movie de, si toon suggests go K-BOX den OKIE lor cuz bo bian..i watch rush hour 3 and secret liao.. no much nice movie to watch. =p
During first breakout, we quickly wanna sneak out ler but shit HAHAH faci came back. LOLx i first to sneak out very fast, i cant afford to see me leaving in the middle of the lesson. wahh den all slowly come out and we took a 1 big round to avoid faci from sight. >.<
SUPERB NICEEEEEEEEee today at K-BOX lah.. HAHAH! damm long no go sing sing le. TOON rap damm nice sia..poWeR. unbelievable. alvin,fei and owen all also sing not bad sia. although owen and fei is foreign, but cant expect to sing so well sia. They sing so well than u cant notice their slang, i didn't expect it XDDD. OMG!! i sing all my throat out LOL. superb high that time..now write aso damm high cuz my memories flashback to that moment. =XX i wanna go K-BOX again TOON~~!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...heh. who wanna go siao with me ^^
LOL .. guys i caught u guys singing and pon school rite!! LOL i aso
HAHA FEI N OWEN
wah.. TOON~~~~!!
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Saturday, August 11, 2007
因为曾经心痛过,所以不想再心痛
因为曾经后悔过,所以不想再后悔
亲爱的,请不要让我心痛时后悔自己的选择
当我不爱你的时候你陪着我；但当我发现我爱上你的时候你却已经离开
叶子的离去是风的追求还是树的不挽留?
我们太年轻,以至都不知道以后的时光竟然还有那么长,长得足够让我忘记你,足够让我重新喜欢一个人就像当初喜欢你一样
我们是糖 甜到哀伤
也许承诺不过因为没把握
站的太久终于累了
花儿开了，而我却只能错过
爱一个人是幸福的, 恨一个人是失败的.
不是因为寂寞才想你，而是因为想你才寂寞。孤独的感觉之所以如此之重，是因为想你想得太深
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你
走了太远,我们都回不去了
如果爱.请深爱
如果你死了 我就不会再说话了 我怕我会忘了你说过的话
禁止的，路过的，丢失的，期待的，我们还可以拥有什么
要知道,放弃有时候也是一种美丽,当我们面对幸福无能为力,真的还有一种选择,就是放弃
原来改变真的可以发生在转身那一瞬间。。。
是你错过车,还是我下错站......
我已经习惯了笑着哭......
不要跟我说对不起,我要的不是对不起,而是我爱你,但是你爱的不是我...
宁愿笑着流泪，也不要哭着说后悔
我愿意为你,制造那些曾经让你快乐啲记忆. 即使,这样做就像,在自己啲心上,划上伤口.
那些以前说着永不分离的人，早已经散落在天涯了。
有些过去一直还没过去 有些人在心里的心里 以为不再相信真爱无敌
以为用寂寞来麻醉自己等于忘记
孤单是一个人的狂欢 狂欢是一群人的孤单
我很想你,可是一想你我就心痛
人生可恶 留恋何苦
如果能够实现,那就不是梦想了
亲爱的,你知道吗?也许你今后会遇到一个深爱你的人,但是我相信,你再也不会遇到像我这么爱你的人.
爱一旦失去暸最初的感觉,我们变再也囬不到过去...
我是戒不了烟，还是戒不了寂寞
如果我的爱让你感到累了,请你转身
我宁愿犯错，不愿错过，爱你如水流，无怨无忧；
我宁愿犯错，也不错过，年华似水流，爱恨悠悠。
我孤单的来也应该孤单的走
也许曾经的快乐会成为现在的悲伤
忽然间发现这个世界连呼吸都在撒谎
落花有意随流水，流水无心葬落花
不是每句对不起 ,都可以换来没关系
时间没有等我，是你忘了带我走
君生我未生,我生君已老,恨不生同时,日日与君好
年华耗尽 繁花满地 一片荒芜的心疼
烟花在美,也只是瞬间,瞬间之后,等待它的,只有一片烟灰
我们都离散在岁月的风里，回过头看，都看不到曾经在一起的痕迹
时间带走了鉨的脚步 · 渐渐的莪懂了什嬷叫结束
衣带渐宽终部悔,为伊销得人憔悴
你看得见我敲在屏幕上的字,却看不见我掉在键盘上的泪
为何——“我们放下尊严，放下个性，放下固执，都只是因为放不下一个人”
快乐——“喜欢一个人，是不会有痛苦的。爱一个人，也许有绵长的痛苦，但他给我的快乐，也是世界上最大的快乐”
卑微——“爱人是很卑微的，很卑微的，如果对方不爱你的话”
痛苦——“带给你快乐的那个人，就是也能带给你痛苦的人”
失望——“失望，有时候也是一种幸福，因为有所期待，所以才会失望，因为有爱，才会有所期待，所以纵使失望，也是一种幸福，虽然这种幸福有点痛”
暗恋——“暗恋是神圣的，要以对方的幸福为依归。如果有痛楚，也是该留给自己”
爱——“爱一个人很难，放弃自己心爱的人更难”
忘记——“如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了，真正的忘记，是不需要努力的”
岁月——“当时间过去，我们忘记了我们曾经义无反顾的爱过一个人，忘记了他的温柔，忘记了他为我做的一切，我对他在没有感觉，我不再爱他了。为什么会这样？原来我们的爱情白给了岁月，首先是爱情使你忘记了时间，然后是时间使你忘记爱情”
给我一双翅膀，我就能飞到你身旁
所谓的距离，是不知道你在哪里
原来——不快乐不能假装
原来——过去也只能原谅
原来——想念是不能隐瞒
原来——悲伤也只能自己担
原来——转眼和永远一样
原来——沉默不等于遗忘
我爱你 i love you
<3 hebe
-kakayunN
kakayunN left @ 6:43 PM
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
i just dont understand..im really seriously dont understand at aLL...WHY in the world when we are all the same creature but we are totally different kind of thinking. You claim this is not enough but what will satisfy you?? I can pluck the whole stars for you but you can simply say "its not bright enough" WHATT?!?!
You can complain about we guys are stronger and fit, you can ask us to do the housework and do the cleaning when you say"look, i will break my nails if i do the cleaning, it will dirty my hand and i dont have enough power to do this and that" This is still understandable but isn't all of this work are your proficial? You guys love clean, love tidy, love pretty, love to be adore but you dont contribute at all. But when we lack of what you girls have, you dont give a damm. You dont sympathe us instead u can even ignore our existance. No matter how hard we try, the result is always unsatifacture. WHAT?!?!? What on earth makes both the gender so different? Is it because when the dictionary state we are stronger means all of us is really strong? Soy you are weak? But still you guys claim you guys are stronger than us but eventually all the hardwork is push to us. wTF??!?!?! Dont you have brain to think? dont you have any sense or at least give a damm chance?
I just dont understand..
not because you and me are difference
but i just simply dont understand why
why
why
why
on earth this is happening?
i just dont understand....
let me see..now i see... ohhh!! i realise what i been working so hard is just for myself. i didn't sarcrifice enough for you, i been talking to the wall all the time. Im such a fool. but what exactly do you girls want from us? The question comes again, what has exactly the difference to have a gender between guy n girl, whats has that gonna change between you and me even im different from you? i still dont understand at all..i just know im DIFFERENT. is it because god wants us to find it out and thats what people tells me "LOVE">? noooooo..that shit is not gonna solve it this time. Thats is meant to explain our similarity between us, can you tell me whats the different? again..i just dont understand. maybe someday, i will know but yeah right now to everyone out there. we all live in our own world till we realise the difference, you had gone to the next world. Unconsiously, you find yourself you dont have to know it at all, it is meant to be a mystery. I still had my bros all around me, you guys i love you. bah..isn't that hard to say this 3 words to you all. YEAH I LOVE YOU GUYS!! *.*
still i dont understand why is that hard to tell you..?
The gap yes, its the gap between us still hundred million mile away yet i can still feel you clearly..its painful because i cant see you. Close the gap, let me take a good look at you my friend. you have changed, you have grown, i wonder why? because i had learnt new things through this, i change you change we had grown.
No reason for the difference know anymore, i just know i love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!
-kakayunN
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